So many kind and loving people ask me this question. I get this question daily, and it's not an easy one to answer...so I thought I'd try to put my thoughts in writing.
I'm doing differently on any given day. That's not a bad thing, it is just my new normal. My life has settled into a very quiet routine that I cherish. I need a lot of rest, and I do get that throughout the day. I have ongoing pain issues...but that is controlled by my pain meds...which btw I'm getting MUCH better at taking! They are prescribed for a reason. :-)
The thing that surprises people is that I look "normal" (whatever normal is, haha). I always say I look like hell on the inside, but great on the outside!
I will tell you this, if this was the worst that this disease would ever get...I could handle it. Unfortunately I know that it will not stay at this level. I have days that I worry about that...but you know you can't dwell on it! You could drive yourself crazy! Everyday is here to be enjoyed. I am so blessed to have an incredible family...loving friends...how can I be sad?
As you are probably aware by now, I am fortunate to be on the Board of Directors of a new non-profit 'My Bucket List'. My friend Rudy Ruether was the brainchild behind this endeavor, and I am thrilled to be a part of it all! Please check out our Facebook page or our website www.mybucketlistmn.org for additional information. We are currently working on granting wishes for our 7th person...it is so gratifying and humbling at the same time. This is exactly what I needed in my life right now...thank you Rudy & Holly...I love you both dearly!
My favorite holiday is almost upon us...I adore Thanksgiving! I day set aside simply to be thankful and to spend time with those we love...it doesn't get any better. We will have a small gathering at our new home, several of Don's family. Michael & Jenny will be here on Friday for traditional Thanksgiving pizza :-). Again, so much to be thankful for!
Thank you to each of you for following my story, for your prayers and your support. It's deeply appreciated. Happy Thanksgiving!
Blessings...Kathy xoxo
